Adele , she is an amazing lyricist!

There's a fire starting in my heart, 
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark. 

Finally I can see you crystal clear 
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare. 
See how I'll leave, with every piece of you 
Don't underestimate the things that I will do. 

There's a fire starting in my heart, 
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark. 

The scars of your love, remind me of us. 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all 
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless 
I can't help feeling 

We could of had it all 
Rolling in the deep 
You had my heart inside of your hand 
And you played it to the beat 

Baby I have no story to be told 
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn, 
Think of me in the depths of your despair 
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared 

The scars of your love, remind you of us. 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all 
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless 
I can't help feeling 

We could of had it all 
Rolling in the deep 

You had my heart inside of your hand 
And you played it to the beat 

We could of had it all 
Rolling in the deep 
You had my heart inside of your hand 
But you played it with a beating 

Throw your soul threw every open door 
Count your blessings to find what you look for 
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold 
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow 

(I wish you never gonna miss you) 
We could of had it all 
We could of had it all (I wish you never gonna miss you) 
It all(3 times) 

We could of had it all 
Rolling in the deep 
You had my heart inside of your hand 
And you played it to the beat 
We could of had it all 
Rolling in the deep 
You had my heart inside of your hand 

But you played it, 
You played it, 
You played it 
You played it to the beat

Hot as a mother

Today Cape town is absolutely ridiculously hot!!!!
Plus the Aircons in the office are still broken, so I brought a fan to work from home to keep me COOOOL, yeah, not working so well for now.

I am in love with Adele's song "rolling in deep"
 " The scars of your love, remind me of us. 
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all 
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless 
I can't help feeling "

How gorgeous is that?

7 am

life, lifeless.... tired  on the brink of daylight, i wake with the birds, but refuse to rise... i lay.....resting my body as long as it will stay......the comfort of the blanket... the heat underneath.... oh how i wish to stay under these sheets... shelter me from the world... shelter me from the day.... shelter me from me.

Iftaar

I had some Friends come over for Iftaar, and this is what the table looked like half way thru the meal :D

I made some Khoroshde Havij .... Tah-chin Poloh..... Soup..... Pizza...tea and Fatush Abla brought thru some Salads which was great.

Dessert u ask?

tea with a kinder bueno, swiss roll with strawberries, chips... biscuits... and ice-cream with chocolate sauce :D 

cruelty of love

Love is a riddle...

No, more like a secret code that makes its self appear available

when it is in fact allusive and cruel.

Oh how I miss the Cruelty of Love!

The highs and lows close to cocaine.

Makes you feel invincible while you are actually at your most fragile

2008

He was never meant to come here.

Looking at the door...

Patiently....

Who am I looking for?

He isn't coming.

He was never meant to come here....yet hope.

Hope is filling my head with euphoric anticipation of the moment 

he walks through the doors and smiles.

Oh what a smile it is!

Breathtaking.

Confusing me.

Enchanting me.

Ever wooed... Inciting.

2008

Who am I you ask?

A shell....

to scared to show you the real me.

The real me....the real me doesn't exist

I am a shell that adapts itself to peoples wants

YOU want  me to be the happy crazy one?

my shell fills with the persona 

You want me to be the nurturing one?

my shell fills with the persona 

all these persona's have made me forget me,

loose me.... kill me

Who am i u ask?

I'll be whoever u want me to be.