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Thursday, September 23, 2010

7 am

life, lifeless.... tired  on the brink of daylight, i wake with the birds, but refuse to rise... i lay.....resting my body as long as it will stay......the comfort of the blanket... the heat underneath.... oh how i wish to stay under these sheets... shelter me from the world... shelter me from the day.... shelter me from me.

Friday, August 27, 2010


I had some Friends come over for Iftaar, and this is what the table looked like half way thru the meal :D
I made some Khoroshde Havij .... Tah-chin Poloh..... Soup..... Pizza...tea and Fatush Abla brought thru some Salads which was great.

Dessert u ask?

tea with a kinder bueno, swiss roll with strawberries, chips... biscuits... and ice-cream with chocolate sauce :D 

cruelty of love

Love is a riddle...
No, more like a secret code that makes its self appear available
when it is in fact allusive and cruel.
Oh how I miss the Cruelty of Love!
The highs and lows close to cocaine.
Makes you feel invincible while you are actually at your most fragile

He was never meant to come here.

Looking at the door...
Who am I looking for?
He isn't coming.
He was never meant to come here....yet hope.
Hope is filling my head with euphoric anticipation of the moment 
he walks through the doors and smiles.
Oh what a smile it is!
Confusing me.
Enchanting me.
Ever wooed... Inciting.


Who am I you ask?
A shell....
to scared to show you the real me.
The real me....the real me doesn't exist
I am a shell that adapts itself to peoples wants
YOU want  me to be the happy crazy one?
my shell fills with the persona 
You want me to be the nurturing one?
my shell fills with the persona 
all these persona's have made me forget me,
loose me.... kill me

Who am i u ask?
I'll be whoever u want me to be.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

The High Tea

This Monday was Woman's day in South Africa, so Olivia, Alisa , my nieces Mina & Sima and I went to the  12 Apostoles Hotel for High Tea....

We did the whole Shebang!
Floral Alice bands....  Jewelry .... high heels... and oh yes, we ACTED like Ladies.... which wasn't too hard :D ... did I mention the decked out make up? also the fact that everyone was dressed normal :D alas, we were special ;)

Ahh we ate too much! Scones , cakes Muffins , tartlets, salmon sandwiches, cucumber sandwiches , chicken aioliii .

I really recommend it to anyone who has not been to a high tea before, to put on their fanciest clothes
(even if you feel like a douche) and make an experience out of it!